Eternally

What have I become?

Nothing, everything,
All at once.

Filling my head, with anger,
Sadness, loathing, and grief.
Floating through the stars of hell,

Hopelessly, mindlessly,
Wandering among the dead.
Spirits beguiling the mind.
Darkness fading into black,
Nothingness.

Until it has coursed through, my body.
Filling my veins, chilling my whole soul,

Then they come. Dreams of lies, deceit.
Sinking endlessly, into that black abyss,
Forever falling, infinitely,

Eternally.

Compiling thought upon thought, force unto force,
Until I no longer exist, becoming nothing...
And no one.